Some days I have more energy than others.
I invite friends for dinner, as if three children weren't enough.
I get dinner ready in the morning. I make jelly.
I bake chocolate muffins,
And vacuum the downstairs, and clean the bathroom.
I finish the last twelve rows of a pair of sock that have languished in the UFO piles for months. (Seriously, months.)
I can even crochet a little brooch to match my scarf. Just because.
and make a pink one as a present. Because I'm nice.
But I know it's only matter of time before it all comes crashing down. It never lasts.
And there are cracks appearing already; yesterday I got the boys to open tin no 1 of our advent calendar... yes, I know, yesterday was still November. I know that NOW.
It's going to be ugly.